Life as Written

Many things have happened in my life for the past few months. Things that I see as an eye opener to my life. Some people say it is meant to be as it is written by God Himself. Some part of me want to believe it, some part told me not to. But for whatever it is, I believe everything has a reason.

I'm always impressed by the people who can write about their life. People who can write their life and make it as an inspiration to other people is the gold of life. It is not how the title such as PhD, or Doctor, or professor that makes them smart, but it is how that knowledge that person have can be sent out to other people as an inspiration. Inspiration on how to see the world positively, how to get out of the sorrow that strangles them, and many other positive things.

Sometimes I feel ashamed that I have all the luck to get a higher education, but I can't use it for greater good to other people. What have I learned? What have I make out of this education? What is the impact to the people that I know?

I do strongly believe now that knowledge is like a prayer. What's the use of it if it isn't used for greater good? I can't use it for myself. It's not something that I can self consume. The teacher have told us many things not just for one person only. They told many kids with different ways of perceiving it. That knowledge then implemented with experience. And the word experience is the best teacher in the world, is also something that I do believe in.

I know I kinda suck at at teaching stuff or maybe writing down things that I know to other people. How much do I know? At least I can start the knowledge transfer to my sisters I guess.